Reticent Man

Motivation still low.  May have found a temporary solution though.  Now I'm really trying to think of it as a game, like a board game, while I'm at the table.  Since I can now play my A game while relaxed, I can just try to enjoy it.  I think this will help.  I've been talking to Jesse about him possibly staking me at 40-80.  I made a huge spreadsheet that found some interesting things.  I think the probability of it happening is low, but it is possible.  The main question for me is why don't I just play 40-80 myself.  Did an ok crossfit.

Poker A-
Alpha C
Mood B+
Body A
Energy B
Goals C-