Reticent Man

I thought it might be the case that it's my poker success right now that's suppressing my motivation, and I needed to take a hit to get it back.  So I got myself to the poker room today and got up 800, was feeling good and playing well, and then I got hit.  Minus 1300.  Played very well through it, my focused even sharpened.  Made a bunch of big laydowns, hopefully all correct.  I started to feel the tinglings of motivation.

Left for a break and had a Sam workout in which I had a ton of energy.  However I couldn't get myself to go back and play more. This is still going to turn out to be a terrible week and mediocre month hours wise, after it was going so well for a while.

Maybe my motivation is rebounding and next week it will be high.

Poker A
Alpha C
Mood B+
Body B (sore)
Energy A+
Goals C