Reticent Man

Interesting Day:  I went to Bay just for a 3 hour session, and I got rocked for the second day in a row.  I was feeling so bad I wanted to hurt something.  First hand EP raises KTo, I 3bet QQ in the big blind, flop KJ9 I don't improve.  Final hand, I raise AKo under the gun, SB and BB call. Flop AQT, I bet both call.  Turn J (yay I improved!) SB donks his K4o, nice hand sir.  BB actually called which was hilarious, at least I made 4 more chips than I should have. I almost cancelled my workout with Sam, but ended up having a good one. 

Then I sat down to look at some history to try to make myself feel better.  I'm still $65/hr lifetime winner at 20/40, which is higher than the supposed maximum.  The reason why this recent losing streak is affecting me so much is because I failed to put in enough hours in July and August.  I knew I was failing at the time but since I was running well I didn't focus on it.  But now it's come back to bite me.

What I need to focus on is that my roll is still higher than it was when I started, and my winrate is still good.  I just need to put in real professional hours and when I run good again I'll be rolling.  I will start tomorrow by feeling good and putting in at least 7 hours.  I will also Crossfit.